While you wait - Part IV


The night fell quickly, leaving little possibility for further conversation. I took care of tidying up the house a bit, while Juan took the children to his mother's house. When Juan arrived, it was almost time, 10:00 PM, Raúl would be arriving any moment. I told Juan to sit on the sofa and try to calm his nerves; he seemed a bit stressed by the situation, but I was convinced that he desired his cuckoldry even more than I did. When the doorbell rang, I hurried to open the door. Raúl was imposing, handsome, and had that self-confidence that drove me wild.




As if by reflex, I kissed him with passion and, without a word, took him to the bedroom, as if he were prey trying to escape my clutches; I didn't let go for an instant.

Juan remained sitting on the edge of the sofa, hands clasped, elbows on his knees, not knowing what to say or do. The living room was in semi-darkness, barely illuminated by the faint light escaping from the bedroom. From there, the sounds arrived. They were not yet moans or gasps. Only murmurs, suppressed laughter. Raúl's deep voice, saying something Juan couldn't distinguish. Then, Ana's, soft but decided. A louder laugh, a pause... and then, the dense silence that desire leaves just before it explodes.

Juan swallowed. His heart was pounding, and he didn't know if it was from jealousy or anticipation. Perhaps both. He closed his eyes. He felt his skin prickle.

Suddenly, the murmuring returned. A bed creaking. A deep exhale.

Ana had left him there, on that sofa, with a soft kiss on the lips and a look that said everything: "Trust me. This is for you too."

He knew it. He knew that, in some corner of his soul, that surrender belonged to him as well. That this act, so distant and so brutal, was part of his story. That Ana only let herself go like this because she knew he was there, listening, suffering, feeling... living it with her, from the shadows.

The first clear moan pierced him like a dagger. Raúl's name, barely whispered, and the unmistakable sound of wet pleasure. Juan clenched his teeth. His fists, his muscles, even his sex hardened. His whole body was a burning contradiction.

And then, he heard his name. "Juan..." soft, barely audible... and then Ana laughing, as if she knew exactly what she had just provoked.

He couldn't take it anymore. He stood up, took a couple of steps towards the bedroom... but stopped in the frame of the half-open door. He didn't go in. He didn't dare. Something in him kept him still, obedient, expectant.

Then, Ana spoke clearly: "Juan... are you still there?"

He could barely answer. "Yes..."

"Do you like what you hear?" she said, with that mix of tenderness and venom that drove him so wild. "Do you like being my man... even when I'm with another?"

Juan closed his eyes. The confession gushed from his soul. "It hurts... but yes. I like it. Because you're still mine... even when you don't seem to be."

Ana came closer to the door, without closing it completely. She didn't touch him. She didn't kiss him. She just looked at him with those eyes bright with desire and love. "I haven't stopped being yours, Juan. I'm just exploring how far we can go together."

He nodded, swallowing the lump in his throat.

"Have I gone too far?" she asked, for the first time with a small shadow of doubt.

"No," he replied, with a strength he didn't know he possessed. "But don't stop asking me. Don't stop looking at me like that. I just need to know that I'm still there... with you."

Ana smiled tenderly. "So, can I continue?"

Juan took a deep breath. And nodded. "Yes. Because you're doing it for both of us."

She returned to the room, closing the door softly. But not completely. She left a crack. Enough for Juan to continue hearing... and feeling.

The crack in the door was a threshold between two worlds, the one Juan could see —silence, darkness, his own thoughts looping—, and the one he could only hear, where Ana was lost in another body, in another rhythm, in another skin.

The sounds became clearer, sharper. The bed creaked with rhythmic force, as if each thrust from Raúl marked a beat of a story that could no longer be stopped. Ana moaned his name —not Juan's— but with a passion he knew. That way of crying out, of opening up, of coming undone, he had felt it before. Only now, he was experiencing it from the outside.

And yet, he didn't feel excluded. He felt... tested. Challenged. In a trial where his fidelity, his surrender, his desire... everything was at stake.

He leaned his forehead against the wall, closed his eyes, and let the sound penetrate him.

Ana began to speak between gasps. "Do you know Juan is listening?" she said to Raúl, without hiding it. "He's right there, behind the door, with his hard cock and his heart beating like a drum..."

Juan held his breath.

"He sees me go with you... and he does nothing. He lets me. He allows me... —a pause, a deep moan—. He gives me away."

Raúl growled something Juan didn't quite understand, but the tone was dominant. Marked. As if Ana's every word was gasoline for a wilder fire.

And then, she said it: "My husband is a cuckold... yes, that's how he looks at me... that's how he desires me."

Juan felt a jolt in his chest. The term pierced him, but not as an insult. Rather as a naked truth. They had talked about it before, but never like this. Never so real.

"Do you like it?" he heard Ana ask, now louder, as if she were addressing him directly. "Do you like how I scream another man's name? Do you like knowing that I'm coming undone for another cock... while you... listen?"

Juan didn't answer. He couldn't. He bit his lips, eyes closed, and nodded in silence. Because yes, he liked it. It hurt. But he liked it. That twisted mix of humiliation and shared power.

From within, a new rhythm. Faster. Deeper. Ana panted, unfiltered.

Raúl growled. Ana moaned loudly. And then, the heavy, wet, alive silence.

Juan went back and let himself fall onto the sofa. Tired. Burdened. Full.

The sun filtered through the curtains, warm, almost innocent. An irony, Juan thought, because the night before had been anything but innocent.

Ana was sitting on the edge of the bed, wearing a t-shirt, legs bare and hair disheveled. She held a cup of coffee with both hands, as if seeking warmth... or containment. As if by reflex, I kissed him with passion and, without a word, took him to the bedroom, as if he were prey trying to escape my grasp; I didn't let go for an instant.

Juan remained seated on the edge of the sofa, hands clasped, elbows on his knees, not knowing what to say or do. The living room was in twilight, barely illuminated by the faint light escaping from the bedroom. From there, sounds emerged. They weren't moans or gasps yet. Just murmurs, stifled laughter. Raúl's deep voice, saying something Juan couldn't make out. Then, Ana's, soft but decisive. A louder laugh, a pause... and then, the dense silence that desire leaves just before it explodes.

Juan swallowed. His heart pounded, and he didn't know if it was from jealousy or anticipation. Perhaps both. He closed his eyes. He felt his skin prickle.

Suddenly, the murmuring returned. A bed creaking. A deep exhalation.

Ana had left him there, on that sofa, with a soft kiss on his lips and a look that said everything: "Trust me. This is for you too."

He knew it. He knew that, in some corner of his soul, this surrender belonged to him as well. That this act, so distant and so brutal, was part of their story. That Ana only let go like this because she knew he was there, listening, suffering, feeling... living it with her, from the shadows.

The first clear moan pierced him like a stab. Raúl's name, barely whispered, and the unmistakable sound of wet pleasure. Juan clenched his teeth. His fists, his muscles, even his sex hardened. His whole body was a burning contradiction.

And then, he heard his name. "Juan..." soft, barely audible... and then Ana laughing, as if she knew exactly what she had just provoked.

He couldn't take it anymore. He got up, took a couple of steps towards the bedroom... but stopped at the frame of the half-open door. He didn't go in. He didn't dare. Something in him kept him still, obedient, expectant.

Then, Ana spoke clearly: "Juan... are you still there?"

He could barely answer. "Yes..."

"Do you like what you hear?" she said, with that mix of tenderness and venom that drove him wild. "Do you like being my man... even when I'm with another?"

Juan closed his eyes. The confession flowed from his soul. "It hurts... but yes. I like it. Because you're still mine... even when you don't seem to be."

Ana approached the door, without closing it completely. She didn't touch him. She didn't kiss him. She just looked at him with those eyes bright with desire and love.

"I haven't stopped being yours, Juan. I'm just exploring how far we can go together."

He nodded, swallowing the lump in his throat.

"Have I gone too far?" she asked, for the first time with a small shadow of doubt.

"No," he replied, with a strength he didn't know he possessed. "But don't stop asking me. Don't stop looking at me like that. I just need to know that I'm still there... with you."

Ana smiled tenderly. "So, can I continue?"

Juan took a deep breath. And nodded. "Yes. Because you're doing it for both of us."

She returned to the room, closing the door softly. But not completely. She left a crack. Just enough for Juan to keep hearing... and feeling.

The crack in the door was a threshold between two worlds: the one Juan could see —silence, darkness, his own thoughts circling—, and the one he could only hear, where Ana was lost in another body, another rhythm, another skin.

The sounds became clearer, sharper. The bed creaked with rhythmic force, as if each thrust from Raúl marked a beat in a story that could no longer be stopped. Ana moaned his name —not Juan's— but with a passion he knew. That way of crying out, of opening up, of coming undone, he had felt it before. Only now, he was experiencing it from the outside.

And yet, he didn't feel excluded. He felt... tested. Challenged. In a trial where his fidelity, his surrender, his desire... everything was at stake.

He rested his forehead against the wall, closed his eyes, and let the sound pass through him.

Ana began to speak between gasps. "Do you know Juan is listening?" she said to Raúl, without hiding it. "He's right there, behind the door, with his hard cock and his heart pounding like a drum..."

Juan held his breath. "He watches me go with you... and does nothing. He lets me. He allows me..." —a pause, a deep moan—. "He gives me away."

Raúl growled something Juan didn't quite understand, but the tone was dominant. Marked. As if Ana's every word was fuel for a wilder fire.

And then, she said it: "My husband is a cuckold... yes, that's how he looks at me... that's how he desires me."

Juan felt his chest clench. The term pierced him, but not as an insult. Rather, as a naked truth. They had talked about it before, but never like this. Never so real.

"Do you like it?" he heard Ana ask, louder now, as if she were addressing him directly. "Do you like how I scream another man's name? Do you like knowing I'm coming undone for another cock... while you... listen?"

Juan didn't answer. He couldn't. He bit his lips, eyes closed, and nodded in silence. Because yes, he liked it. It hurt. But he liked it. That twisted mix of humiliation and shared power.

From within, a new rhythm. Faster. Deeper. Ana gasped, unfiltered.

Raúl growled. Ana moaned loudly. And then, the heavy, wet, alive silence.

Juan returned and collapsed onto the sofa. Tired. Burdened. Full.

The sun filtered through the curtains, warm, almost innocent. An irony, Juan thought, because the night before had been anything but innocent.

Ana was sitting on the edge of the bed, wearing a t-shirt, her legs bare and her hair disheveled. She held a cup of coffee with both hands, as if seeking warmth... or containment.




Juan sat beside her. He said nothing. He just looked at her. She was the first to break the silence. "Are you okay?" He nodded slowly. "Yes. And you?" "Yes," she replied, but her eyes didn't leave the floor. "Although... I can't stop thinking about whether I went too far." It took Juan a few seconds to answer. "I don't know," he confessed. "Maybe. Maybe not. But... I don't regret it." Ana turned her face towards him, surprised by the clarity of his words. "Why?" He took a deep breath. "Because I saw you happy. Because I heard you free. Because I never felt you were so much yourself before... And because, although it hurt, it also excited me. Not the physical part. But what it means. How you looked at me even when you were with him. Because I knew that, deep down, you were still mine." Ana smiled, but not mockingly. It was a sad and beautiful smile. Like someone who has waited a long time to be understood. "Sometimes I feel selfish," she said. "Because I like it. I like feeling desired, admired... used. But only if you are there. Only if you know. Because that changes everything. I'm not just a woman screwing another man. I am your wife, your lover... your toy, sometimes... and also your queen." Juan lowered his gaze. He felt a lump in his throat. "And why do I like it...?" he finally said, as if talking to himself. "Perhaps because I feel special for being able to give you that. Because deep down... seeing you with another makes me see you as stronger, more beautiful, more powerful. And knowing that you come back to me... that you choose me, even after all that... is what sustains me." Ana placed the cup on the small table. She turned completely towards him. She took his face in both hands, gently, lovingly. "I don't want you to think that I humiliate you because I love you less. Quite the opposite. I choose you every time. When I undress for another, I do it with the awareness that it is you who gives me that permission. You who guides me. You are my foundation. My home. Without you... it wouldn't make sense." "And what if one day... I can't do it anymore?" Juan asked, sincerely. "Then we stop," she replied without hesitation. "I promise you. This isn't about sex. It's about us. About what we are capable of building from desire, from the limit, from the most twisted love... but also the most real." They stayed like that, looking at each other, breathing together. "So...?" Ana asked, lowering her voice a little, almost like a mischievous child. "Do you like being my willing cuckold?" Juan closed his eyes, with a mix of modesty and desire. And he replied, slowly, without fear: "Yes. I like it." Ana leaned in and kissed him, with tenderness, with gratitude, with complicity. That morning there was no sex. Only kisses. Hugs. And words that, finally, made them free.

Ana came out of the bathroom wrapped in a towel. Juan was waiting for her in bed, with his laptop open, checking emails... although he wasn't paying much attention. He couldn't stop looking at her. Her wet skin. Her long neck. The mischievous sparkle in her eyes.



"Shall we go?" she said, as if nothing were wrong. "You said you'd go with me today to buy something for the... date." Juan nodded without a word. His throat was dry. They walked through the mall like any other couple. But they weren't just any couple. Not this time. Ana picked out clothes, looked at them, held them up against her body, and asked him with complete audacity: "Do you like this one for Raúl to take off?" Juan swallowed hard. He nodded. Sometimes yes. Sometimes no. But always, he burned. They went into a slightly bolder boutique. Ana chose three lingerie sets. She took them to the fitting room. "Wait outside for me," she said, but before closing the curtain, she gave him a look full of fire. "Although, if I'm bad... you can punish me." Juan sat stiffly in front of the fitting rooms. His heart was pounding. There was no one else. Just them. And the echo of the curtain closing. He heard the rustle of fabric, the hooks, a held-back sigh. "Do you know which one I like best?" Ana asked from inside. "One that has the lace just where he likes to bite. Do you think he'll like it, Juan?" Juan didn't answer. He was too erect, too caught up in the game. Ana came out for a moment, barefoot, wearing only a bra that enhanced her breasts and red lace thong. No one else saw them.




"Is this one provocative enough? Or should I try a more revealing one?" Juan swallowed hard. "That one is fine," he managed to say. Ana approached him, almost naked in the middle of the store, and whispered: "Thank you for letting me be this. For letting me be your wife, your whore... your most showcased jewel." She gave him a soft kiss on the lips and went back inside. Juan was confused. At once excited and... deeply loved. That game of consensual humiliation, of mutual surrender, filled him with a different kind of desire. It wasn't painful. It was electric.

Back home, Ana left the bags on the bed. She took out one of the sets, put it on slowly in front of the mirror, knowing Juan was watching her. She turned towards him.



"Do you want me to wear it with Raúl?" Juan stood up, walked over, and caressed her waist. "Yes. I want you to wear it to provoke him. But I want that when you put it on, you think of me. That it was I who chose it for you. That I am the one who lets you be his... even when you are with another." Ana kissed him on the neck. Slowly. Deeply. "I promise you, my love. Everything I am with you... I am also when I am his." They hugged. They didn't make love that afternoon. They just hugged, complicit, perverse, deeply connected. Juan now understood that his role was not that of a mere spectator. He was the screenwriter, the accomplice, the director of the fantasy. And that... gave him a new power.

Juan looked at his reflection in the mirror one last time. His heart was pounding. Not from fear, but from that mix of desire, anxiety, and complicity that had invaded him since Ana had proposed that night's plan. This time, there would be no surprises. He wouldn't be an accidental witness, nor a husband left adrift. This time, he was part of the plan. Ana came out of the bathroom wrapped in a thin robe, her hair up. Juan walked over and slowly lowered it, revealing the red set he himself had helped her choose days before. The lace barely covered what was necessary, outlining her breasts and revealing the curve of her hips. She was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. And it wasn't just her body. It was what she was willing to do. What they shared. "Are you sure?" Juan asked her, whispering close to her ear. Ana turned and looked at him with an incendiary sweetness. "Yes. Are you?" Juan hesitated for just a second. Then he nodded. "Yes. But if at any point you want to stop..." "I will. And if you ask me to... I will too." They kissed. It was a tender kiss, one of those only given by people who truly love each other. But it also held an electrical charge, as if in that kiss they were saying: "Go ahead, play, provoke, shatter me... but come back." Minutes later, the doorbell rang. Raúl. It was Juan who opened the door. He was serene, almost solemn. Raúl greeted him with a restrained smile, that smile that was already part of the game. Ana appeared behind Juan, barefoot, wearing only the lingerie set and a barely closed silk robe. She walked over and kissed Raúl on the cheek, slowly. Then, in a soft voice, she said:




—Let’s go to the room. Juan already knows what’s happening. Raúl hesitated for a second. He looked at Juan. He didn’t say anything. He just stepped aside, letting them pass. And Ana… she took Raúl’s hand and led him to the bedroom. She closed the door with an almost theatrical gesture, but without turning the key. She left the door ajar, just enough so the sound could pass through effortlessly. Juan sat on the sofa. He turned on a dim lamp. The silence hit him for an instant. But then the noises began. First, soft laughter. Murmurs. Shoes dropping. Clothes sliding off. And then, Ana’s voice, clear: “Do you like what you see, Raúl? Did Juan tell you he helped me choose it?” Raúl murmured something that Juan couldn’t understand. But the next thing was a deep moan. From Ana. “He’s watching me from the living room, you know?” she said between gasps. “This excites him. Seeing me open myself up for another. Knowing that tonight… I’m yours. But I’m still his too.” A dull thud against the wall. The sound of the bed creaking. “Do you think he’s imagining me now with your cock inside?” Ana asked with a cruelly sweet tone. Juan clenched his teeth. His penis throbbed beneath his pants. He couldn’t stop listening. He didn’t want to. Ana’s voice became more intense, more unrestrained. “Juan… are you there, my love?” she suddenly shouted, knowing he was listening. “Do you like how I moan for another? Do you like being my precious cuckold?” Juan slumped back against the sofa. He was drenched in sweat. His hands were trembling. And yet, he smiled. Because yes. He liked it. It hurt him. It set him on fire. But it also filled him. Because it was part of something deep. Animalistic. Intimate. Real. From the bedroom, the moans continued. More savage. More dirty. And Ana screamed her orgasm with an intensity that Juan had never heard before. She wasn’t ashamed. She didn’t hold back. She shared it with him, through the door, like a poisoned and sublime gift. When it was all over, there was only silence. A hot, humid silence, full of meaning. The bedroom door opened softly. Ana came out wrapped in her robe, walking towards Juan. She sat on top of him, still panting, her hair disheveled and her lips swollen with pleasure. “Thank you,” she whispered in his ear. “For letting me be everything that I am. For continuing to look at me like that, even after what you heard.” Juan hugged her tightly, without saying a word.

The silence in the hallway was broken by the sound of the door opening slowly. Juan looked up from the sofa. His breathing was still heavy, his senses heightened. And then, Raúl appeared, walking calmly, barefoot, his skin still beaded with sweat, his muscular body barely covered by dark boxers that left very little to the imagination. He didn’t say anything at first. He just walked to the sofa and sat down… right next to Juan. The air seemed to thicken. The distance between them was minimal, but the abyss between their roles… gigantic. Juan turned his face slightly. Raúl was smiling, still aroused, his chest rising and falling heavily. From the hallway, Ana appeared. She had her robe closed now, her face flushed, but not from shame. She sat down next to Juan, on his other side, as if closing the triangle. “Thank you,” Raúl said suddenly, breaking the silence with a low voice. “I didn’t know this… could be so intense.” Juan swallowed hard. His eyes couldn’t help but trail over Raúl’s body, knowing what he had been doing just minutes before, so close… with his wife. “Thank you for what?” Juan asked, with a tense half-smile. “For lending me Ana. For letting me enter something so intimate,” Raúl replied, with complete sincerity. “Most men couldn’t handle this. Couldn’t watch, or listen. You don’t just handle it… you share it. That’s… fucking rare.” Ana watched in silence, one leg crossed over the other, as if she were listening to the most interesting scene of her life. Her eyes traveled between the two men with a mixture of tenderness and pure voyeurism.



“I don’t know if I’m sharing it…” Juan said, honestly. “It’s more like I can’t help it. There’s something… addictive about seeing her like that. So free. So much her own. And knowing that at the end of it all… she’s still mine too.” Raúl looked at him with admiration. “I couldn’t. Seeing my wife with another man… no. It would break me. But you… you’re made of different stuff.” Ana smiled, lowering her gaze with a slight blush. But her hand sought Juan’s and took it tightly. “He’s more of a man than many who think they’re ‘alpha,’” she intervened. “Because this isn’t weakness. It’s strength. It’s surrender. It’s love… dirty, yes, but love nonetheless.” Raúl laughed, resting his arms on his legs, looking at the floor for a moment before turning back to Juan. “And did it really turn you on?” he asked directly. “Hearing her. Imagining what we were doing…” Juan held his gaze. He didn’t flinch. He didn’t look away. “Yes. It got me harder than ever. You don’t know how hard it was not to cum just with your voice and hers echoing through the house.” Raúl let out a laugh, not mocking, but complicit. “Shit… this is another level.” “It is,” Ana said, letting out a sigh. “But there’s a reason this works. And that is that Juan… is the only one who makes me feel completely free. Only with him would I dare to go this far.” Raúl nodded, respectfully. He leaned back on the sofa, more relaxed. “What if I told you I’d like to repeat it?” he asked with a half-smile. “But… this time, with Juan closer. Watching him. Participating, if he wants.” Juan didn’t answer immediately. He felt Ana’s hand on his leg, stroking him softly. The heat between the three of them was undeniable. But he knew this decision wasn’t just about sex. It was about what they were building together, about the balance between humiliation and power, between love and perversion. “I’ll think about it,” Ana finally said. “But if we do it, it will be under my rules.” Ana kissed him on the cheek, smiling tenderly. Then, she turned to Raúl and kissed him passionately just inches away from Juan. The atmosphere remained charged, thick, but with a new clarity. Everyone knew who was who. And what each role meant. And so, the three remained on the sofa, stripped of their armor, clothed only in their true desires.


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